Aaaaaarrrrrrrrghhhh
I have so much time on hand, its ridiculous! I wake up at odd hours, sleep at odd hours, and in between i do odd stuff. I think i am turning into an odd ball! such a contrast from last week, when i had an awesome week! (thanks di and jiju) But, the best part of this enhanced velagiri is the fact that i have time to collect my life and the pieces.
Ever realized that life is always loaded against you? You think you have it all, but life has this habit of knocking you off, at those crucial things where you are most comfortable and most confident.
You think you love the job- next day you are laid off; you love someone- though love is a term that is overhyped about and over used- and pfffttt.. suddenly its all smoke and broke; you are healthy as a log- and then suddenly you are so fallow and weak that you dont know what hit you. You know what i am talking about- right! and once u have been hit and weak, then ull be hit repeatedly, in more spots. so take the first few blows well..and laugh it away!!
And as many of u, in ur heights of being blue- would have realized the ultimate truth- there never is anyone looking out for you. only one way to get out of a rut- pull urself out.
I think i am now a paranoid person- i just cannot envisage a happy life; infact i look for something to go wrong, makes me feel comfortable. S&M people might call it- but thats just the way i am.
And right now, i am damn pissed!!!!!!
And,just for the record,this is the third time i am using the same title for my blog! Does that make me a perpetually sullen guy?? or is it just my paranoia?? :D
And no questions asked and none will be answered!
Ever realized that life is always loaded against you? You think you have it all, but life has this habit of knocking you off, at those crucial things where you are most comfortable and most confident.
You think you love the job- next day you are laid off; you love someone- though love is a term that is overhyped about and over used- and pfffttt.. suddenly its all smoke and broke; you are healthy as a log- and then suddenly you are so fallow and weak that you dont know what hit you. You know what i am talking about- right! and once u have been hit and weak, then ull be hit repeatedly, in more spots. so take the first few blows well..and laugh it away!!
And as many of u, in ur heights of being blue- would have realized the ultimate truth- there never is anyone looking out for you. only one way to get out of a rut- pull urself out.
I think i am now a paranoid person- i just cannot envisage a happy life; infact i look for something to go wrong, makes me feel comfortable. S&M people might call it- but thats just the way i am.
And right now, i am damn pissed!!!!!!
And,just for the record,this is the third time i am using the same title for my blog! Does that make me a perpetually sullen guy?? or is it just my paranoia?? :D
And no questions asked and none will be answered!
posted by Hitchcock at 1:17 PM
8 Comments:
i think i just might take u out for the "treat" if free dinner and good company (:D, it's my day today ..so let it pass) wud cheer u up :DDDD
to add, life dishes out the worst of knocks when u least expect it........the only way out is to get up, dust urself and move on........... guess, they become the invaluable expereiences of life eventually : thats what my papa told me this morning atleast when i was in dumps for reasons of mine and he speaks from expereince, so there must be some truth there :)
take care!
first things first - when were u not an addball to be turning into one now? abt waking up and sleeping at odd hours, it's been kinda a ritual byy now, hasnt it?
and i am not gonna give the "move on - silver lining" kinda bullshit... as someone sometime aid "shit happens" wat can u gonna do abt it? nothing... :)
as for "there never is anyone looking out for you" well, my take is there definitely is someone out there looking AT u, if only to knock u down further! :D
and "no questions asked and none will be answered!" OK, if no questions r asked, its definitely a lot more likely that none will be answered... i was wondering, what if some questions are asked... wud they still be left unanswered?... ok, i am rambling here... :D
am with u on this blog..totally get what u have written!!
@moi- have a wonderful birthday.. my best wishes..again :)...dont want to ruin ur bday with my sullen face..and as calvin says..nothing spreads faster than a foul mood :) so shall pass..but will keep the offer of free food in mind..!! someday. will take it! lol abt "good company" :) u really are a goofball!
@saik- first two paras- agree totally :)
para 3- ppl i have looking "at" me this week..dont interest me at all!! mean nothing!
para 4- leave me alone for today ra.. i shuld be up and running soon enugh.. and since u stopped being my shrink.. why do u care?? :P
anil- u really get it?? i doubt it.. its way too intellectual for u mah man! so chill!! :)
bnjpikvb and i got it wrong..cha cha
well, i guess its just old habits coming back on... :D and call me when u feel like it le. i dont wanna bug u more than is absolutely necessary! :P
life ra, dont know what else to say. as you rightly pointed out, its mostly up to you to pick yourself out of the blues. buuuut i also think it is at such lows that it helps to talk to friends and spend time with them...call me whenever you feel up to it (else, u'll have to switch off your cell phone to stop getting annoyed with me calling!).
anita
@ akka, reg: "it is at such lows that it helps to talk to friends" - i doubt anurag really wants to talk to his "friends" right now... considering how we r such experts at kicking each other further down during such lows! :P but then again, who knows, as AH himself pointed out - SnM... :D
@ anu, well, now that didi said so, why not call re? i'll definitely get u out of THIS blue patch - where it'll land u i cant say for sure though... but OK, once again, i dont eant to bug u too much now...
@di- friends?? they can be quite a pain in the ass in such times! but thankfully i have a good bunch of asses ard me.. u included..i shuld be fine le!! and u know the reason.. what more can i say.. i am a picky ass :))))
@saik- i agree with ur comment to di.. therefore will reveal as little as possible!! :)
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