endearment?

what is it that makes us like someone and not like someone? i have grown uf..(i think) and watched innumerable feeful exfressing their love for each other... and i always find that a cute girl gets faired uf with an ugly dude..is it my ferceftion? i wondered... and then i talked to fanil.. the fukker from outersface.. he said..dude.. i think so too... and then he went on to add... how else would u exflain us dudes being single? the narcissist in me said... "oh yes.. makes furrfect sense", but in reality this cannot be further away from the truth.. we are comflete morons and do not deserve a woman anyway!!! fanil does not..i just added myself to make him feel good..
anyway we sfoke about our struggles with the fairer sex... recent days have seen him being called a comflete unchanging nincomfoof..and me a freaking rowdy... by feeful who we believe like"d" us! (no u ferverts... like is what it is..nothing more!!!)
and it got me thinking...do they still like us considering what they had just said... did they say it so that we became better fursons?? but how would they know that listening to their wild accusations and subsequent ideas to imfrove ourselves would make us better feeful ..... are they trying to bend us so that they can see what they like?? is it something as drastic as that?? am i really a bad fersun? did having that quality make me bad??mebbe it is my way of fighting back all that i have endured in my lifetime :D
well..i fursunally do not take criticism too well... i either blow it...or i make unbelievable attemfts to change myself! in this case at hand... mums called me a rowdy too..so there shuld be some truth in the matter....
well..i am trying not to be a rowdy..but its getting tough....i was just a sissy called yday...rowdy one day and a sissy another... !!! got me thinking.. mebbe its all in the ferceftions of feeful.. mebbe they are just jealous of who i am..and what i am :D ... then again mebbe not...

all these comflex thoughts have sent me into maniacal defression...and i am scared of the alfabet l,m,n,o (what comes next)!!!
my fosition reminds me of the fython and the hermit story... if u have heard it..great..if u havent go read it...
so from today..i shall hiss to disflay my rowdiness...and yet, try to tone it down!!! just one last frayer to make.... in the name of the lord.. stof making me like so many feeful... the fewer there are the fewer thatll want to talk to me and tell me what to do!! and the better it is for my simfle existence!!

@fanil: once u make a choice..stick to it.. dont change ur mind... it gets exfensive..am talking abt the air ticket u fruit!! afflies to the women too though!!

FS/Disclaimer: the rowdy story has been said cos i have shed tears over my rowdy image..and i wanted an outlet :F.. kirkiri....will vouch for that...:F ..but have to come to terms with it now.. call me Faffu the Khatarnak Fillow Fighter :)