What gives?

Man is a multi-faced monster.... one thing happening deep inside...and yet...he shows up exactly as he is supposed in front of others...
overworked...in front of prof :D (underpaid too)
stressed with lab-mates
relaxed when playing sport.....like alls under control
tuned to the music and the world..at home with the roomies
busy..with friends...to buy yourself some peace time.. (jus kidding on this one)
goodie goodie boy who is happy with everything around...when calling home.. :D
"you need me" ....with potential hiring firms :D
sleepy.....when there are people ud rather not hand ard with... :D

and YET..when u are by yourself.... thats when you face reality and the sadness and the likes ..and you heal... they say time is a good healer.... i agree..but you still have to go through the pain routine!!! and thats when u got to be by urself.....

Currently listening in repeat mode to......

"Child, don't you worry
It's enough you're growing up in such a hurry
Brings you down the news they sell you
To put in your mind that all mankind is a failure

But nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow
We try not to show how frightened we are
If you let me I'll protect you however I can

You've got to believe
it'll be alright in the end

Fighting, because we're so close
There are times we punish those who we need the most
No, we can't wait for a saviour
Only got ourselves to blame for this behaviour

And nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow
We try not to show how frightened we are
Would seem lonely, if you were the only star in the night

You've got to believe
it'll be alright in the end

You've got to believe
it'll be alright again "

Soulful song..probably affecting my mood too.... blame it on duran duran :)